Write shahsa write!

"write shahsa write! it's been so many days since you last wrote on your blog. why are you slacking off? the lights are off right now. the tv is off. mostly people are asleep. you can concentrate all that you want. but just write."

"yeah, i know i need to write. but i haven't had the drive to write. in other words, i've been lacking creativity and spontaneity for the past one week. which is probably why, i've stayed away from posting anything on my blog."

"now that's such a lame excuse."

"i know, you're kinda right. well, another confession i need to make. i've recently started using an analytics software for my blog. just to help me see how many visitors stop by my blog everyday. and to tell you the truth, i've been disappointed with the results over the past week or so."

"aww come on! you can't just stop writing just because now you know that not too many people visit your blog. you were never writing for them. i thought you were the one who said things like a blog is just an expression of yourself....that one should write for his own self...and good things like that. then how, suddenly, did you get a kick of knowing how famous you are?"

"i guess that kick has always been there in me. and i won't be wrong if i said that everyone wants to be noticed. so i don't think i did something terribly wrong. i know my writing skills are not to the likes of any author. but i also know that i am not a really bad writer after all. i mean, people who know me and have read my blog, have good things to tell me. but yeah, i should have thought too much of myself. probably, that's making me a little sad."

"so tell me one thing. do you write for yourself or you write for others?"

"well, after a little bit of thought, here's my answer -> i write stuff that i like but i hope others would like it too :) "